I totally get what you say about the excitement and something igniting inside you. This afternoon I just had to go for a walk in the torrential rain and almost hurricane force winds that are still going on right now. As I leant into the wind, clutching the hood of my coat down over my eyes, I had a cheshire cat grin on my face. Some people might've thought it was a grimace but no, I was thrilled. Right now I'm a little worried the roof might blow off, the tiles are rattling so much (and I think our bin might've just escaped down the street) but It all just adds to the excitement. Oh, the lights just flickered!